I dunno what happen... I think its cos i installed some Mcafee internet security thingy... thats why... My computers just screwed la... Oh... By they wa, i'm ranting cos i cannot load my tagboard... So i'm going to say this here instead of tagging it... MR LARRY LIM BENG STH... U see see my blog can... U dun tag to show ur presence can... But for pete's sake can u dun go dao chu help me advertise? Thanks for doing that, but its not very appreciated... Cheers...
Grumble... Boring.. Friendster boring me to tears le... SO boring that i'm back blogging... CAn you believe it? My GaWd! SianZ... WHat with the PW OP coming up, everything's hectic hectic... And the gers in my grp all so mad, meet up so many times... Well, if they talk less about boys, boobs, and bitches(other than themselves), they might find that things can get done in ONE meeting dears! OMG... Other groups have 5 or 6 quality meetings, we have 15 or 16 quantity meetings... Fun! My ass...
Anyways, i barely promoted... EEF C6 C5 is barely a "OH GOSH, Lets celebrate" kinda result... I attribute this results to my consistent studying and stoning in class... Hmm.. YEap! MIng nian hui gen hao! Looking forward to the Genting trip! Think it will be fun fun fun!!! And looking forward to mastering all the 11 songs i have to learn! Wow! And i get to sing with Amadeus!!! Whoa!!! They are practically adults!!! Anyway, tmr's choir pract i have to teach the tenor Amadeus ppl.... I wonder hows that going to be done... I'm sure i'll be loss and in awe lor... Then like that die... I mean, as an SL, i have totally zilch musical background... Even Keith i also worry that he is thinking "Oh man, i can learn faster myself..." So what abt the Amadeus ppl?!?!?! Stress!!!
PW meeting at 9 at Joyce's house beside TP... Temasek Poly... Then Choir at 3 at Siglap... All the way till around 7 plus i guess!!! Oh man!!!
Hmmm... I think this blog is dead... Anyone agrees? LoLx... Anyway, i totally lost interest in blogging already... There was this period of time when i wasn;t going online at all cos i din think that there was any reason to... But now, i succumbed to peer pressure and signed up for Friendster.. Its fun! LoLx... Do drop by and give me a testimonial... My email is skytumblingdown@hotmail.com
YAY! Exams over... Although i dun feel like it... BUt it is!!! Can go out.... Later got choir thou... FUn...
Hmmm... Today is the long day... 8 to 4.30 lor... OuCh!!!
Before the paper, i was sitting outside the hall at the gallery steps there with Jean, Sara and Muh... And i was being so blonde lor i tell u... I was complaining about the exam timetable and complaining and complaining and complaining... And being stupid la generally...
Econs MCQ was OOoOook la... i slept for the last 5 mins or so... Cos i know means i know, i dunno means i dunno... And the calculation stuff i cannot be bothered to calculate... So just tikam... LoLx... I'm so going to flunk econs... Sorry Larry! Oh yah... Guess what? I was blessed during Econs MCQ... (hope i'm not being blasphemous here.. lol) There was this ULTRA strong ray of light shining right on me... It came to a point of time that my question paper was too bright and i had to shield my eyes... NOT KIDDING!!! I looked away from the light and saw the shadow of my head on the other side lo... I was blessed!!! Jokes...
After Econs me, sara and jean cheong to choir bench to study geog... I did speed reading again lor... LoLx... Then lucky could do more than 50% of the paper... The essay i just kept writing and writing until nothing to write and luckly time up le so i dun need to agonise about what else to write... lolX...
Then after that go eat with the A04 ppl, then went with them to some empty classroom to study... The Gothic paper was ok la... I happily kept writing on the 1st question but 2nd one i blanked out... sian...
Tmr got Silas Marner paper... ARGH!!! I never study yet!!! DarN!!!! LAst paper tmr... Jia You!!! Less than 24 hrs....
Ok... This is serious... My PC paper today was a killer... I was tired, my mind blank, whatever i analysed came out as rubbish... So... Farewell ppl... See you in year 1 next year... BAH! Shit drama and shit poem... BleaHZ...
Tmr is heavy day heavy day!!! Econs MCQ, The Monk paper and Human geog paper one after the other...
Why are Arts students being treated like this? Not only are they socially mistreated, they are given the worst timetable and exam schedule that the world has ever seen... Socially mistreated as the public thinks that Arts students are "Dumber" or less capable academically... What nonsense? We choose to be in Arts cos we are superior in Language and in the Humanities... Now, dun go thinking, but humanities is easier what.... You go study geog and tell me... Its like studying two subjects, but you only get the marks for one... Kinda like buying one at the price of two... Hmmmm... If i retain, i might go to Science actually... Cos Lit is like definitely not for me... I still wanna take geog thou... My timetable is the worst i have ever seen... 5.15 days for 3 days of the week... PE at 4.30... Thats like so smart of them la... And my exam schedule stretches over the WHOLE week... WHile sci students finish theirs today already... And 3 blardie papers in a freaking day! THANKS AR!
Ok.. Rant finish ler... And i've roped in the help of Colin to help me find info on my Lit papers from the net... Themes, character analysis and shit... THANK YEW COLIN DEARIE... I think its abt time i go off to study my geog first... BOOHOO!!! F the education system! Promote creativity and critical thinking my ARSE! Give PW and restrict so many things, give so many rigid guidelines... THey might have well said that they are promoting CONFORMITY!!! I feel like i'm in a Dog Training Academy! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyone out there agrees with me??? Am i the sole voice on the deserted island surrounded by nothing but water and "sharks" from the Education system?????????
Then i'll rather stay on the island and DIE than jump head-first into the shark infested waters and get eaten up by the education system!
Here i am... I just sorted out my lit notes... Wanted to go bath, but the lure of the com just too great!!!
Ok, reality check! There is only one paper tmr, Practical Criticism (Lit), but on Thursday i have 3 papers... Econs MCQ, Gothic Paper and Human Geog... Of which Human geog got tons to study and The Monk (thats the gothic novel we're doing for lit) got tons to read... So why am i slacking here today? Siao! ShOoO!!!
Physical geog today was OK!!! Not as disgusting as Econs...
Section A
1st question was on Weathering (YAY!!! Full marks!)
2nd question was based on a photograph of a Bornhardt (Yes!!! Can do!)
3rd question was on Water Balance (Uh oh... 7 marks gone..)
4th question was on Hydrology (What the heck is afforestation? Damn! around 4 marks gone?)
Section B (Essay)
Part a was on Limestone (YESH! My prayers were answered!!! There is a GAWD!)
Part b was on Plate Tectonics (Oh damn... 10 marks gone... Out of 16!)
Tmr is Lit PC paper...
*Prays that something simple comes out.*
Later give sth that need to analysis in depth i die... Sure only take the surface points... Damnity-damn-damn!
Today i took the Econs paper... Had to choose 3 essays form 4... I knew nothing... BAH! I studied!!! I really did! But still, when the paper came to me, i was in a daze, my mind was a total blank... I have a feeling Econs is going to be another A-maths... F9 all the way, and a C6 in the end... ARGHHHH!!!! Why didn't i heed the advice of the Art year2s and dropped Econs to take Art??? DAMNity-DAMN-DAMN!
Anyway, whats over is over, i more than half expected that la... Waste time paper... Tmr got Physical geog! I hope it won't be a killer... I have not finished studying lor... I only finish like 3/4 of hydrology... There is Rocks and Landforms to go... Trust me, Rocks and Landforms is 10 times the thickness of Hydro... NOT KIDDING!!! I binded my R and L in two seperate piles! And Hydro is not even binded!!! OMG OMG OMG!!!
Okok... Calm down me... I'm going off to study ler... Try la... Anyway, i have till tmr 11.30 to study... Cos my paper starts at 1... Need to leave house at 12.30... One hour to eat lunch and bath etc... kKkK...
Everyone close eyes and wish hard hard for me!!!
*I wish that Limestone (Karst Landscape) comes out!*
But i seriously doubt it... Cos come out dunno how many millions of times ler... Sian... Tata!
I'm sooo going to flunk Econs... Then i may do badly for Human geog paper... And Lit is soo.... so.... so unpredictable.... Yeap... There goes my 2A 2AOs... Chinese abit CMI lor.... GP was good... Wrote exact same essay i wrote in class... Abt gender equality...
So i guess retain... I heard that if you cannot get 2A 2 AOs, the P will directly kick you out of school... Riggghht.... then i shall be strive to be the best roadsweeper or Orchard MRT busker... Can sing choir songs... And then will be on newspaper... I will be famous nationally!!! YYYYYEEESSS!!! So HAPPY!
Sorry... feeling sooo fucked up....
Please ignore the previous post. I was rambling...
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can anyone feel my pain?
"AND THE WINNER OF THE BEST RETAINEE OF THE YEAR GOES TO, ME!"
*CLAP CLAP CLAP*
"I WANNA THANK MY PARENTS ESPECIALLY MY FATHER WHO HAS"PULLED THROUGH" FOR ME. IT IS MOSTLY BECAUSE OF THEM THAT I'M RETAINED. I 'LOVE' YOU DAD! THE WAY YOU 'SO' SUPPORTED ME THROUGH MY MUGGINGS! SECONDLY, I WANNA THANK MY 'WONDERFUL' CLASS! YOU HAVE MADE MY LIFE 'COMPLETE'! IF I DIDN'T HAVE RETAINED, MY LIFE WOULD BE SO MUCH WORSE! THANK YOU!"
i'm hurting inside, wet outside. where is comfort? where is security?
my face is cleansed with my tears. to live or not to live?
Long haitus... Due to stress of exams la... lolx... To pei jui, let u all see these very cute flash videos... Zhencong sent me in email one... lolx...